Showing posts with label Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Show all posts

Saturday, May 5, 2012

All I CAN SAY IS JUST WATCH....

As I was making this video to support SMA Awareness  it brought back a ton of memories....lots of good ones and a few scary/bad ones.  I've been wanting to make a video about Larkin and Spinal Muscular Atrophy for a year now.  In fact when I started working on it today the date on the previously started video was May 2011.  Maybe I think about SMA more during May because it was the month that Larkin actually came home from the NICU for good. Or maybe it's just coincidence but for whatever reason today was the day that I finished Larkin's video to share with my peeps!

Please enjoy the video....it took ALL DAY!  After the video I have some exciting news to share....



I am excited to share with my family and friends the information about the promising research being done in Dr Kaspars lab.  Every night we say prayers with Larkin and in my prayer I always say, "please help the researchers find a cure for SMA...give them the willpower, strength and wisdom to find a cure".   I think with the MANY prayers from all our SMA family/community God is answering them.  I'm so hopeful, excited and most of all THANKFUL!  Here is the article from the Sophia's Cure Foundation's Facebook page.

*BREAKING NEWS*

The final FDA guided studies have begun. The first cohort of mice have been injected with scAAV9. The injections were a success. We are extremely excited to be in the final stages moving this program towards a human clinica...l trial application for Spinal Muscular Atrophy.

The Kaspar Laboratory at The Research Institute at Nationwide Children's Hospital and The Ohio State University in Columbus, Ohio recently initiated a formal FDA (Food and Drug Administration)sanctioned toxicology and biodistribution studies at BioReliance, a Contract Research Laboratory in the Washington D.C. area for a systemic gene delivery of AAV9-SMN for the treatment of Spinal Muscular Atrophy. The purpose of these studies are to establish the safety and distribution profiles required to advance to human clinical studies, known as a Investigational New Drug application. These studies were outlined to the FDA in a pre-Investigational New Drug Application and designed to meet all of the requirements to enter human clinical studies for treating SMA patients. The studies involve a 6 month evaluation of the gene delivery in mice. Dr. Kaspar stated, "This marks an important milestone in our program to advance a systemic gene therapy for SMA to the clinic, Our team has advanced this program at a remarkable pace and we are very pleased with our studies that show we can target motor neurons efficiently as well as a very clean safety profile to date." Drs. Foust and Kaspar initiated these pivotal studies at BioReliance by injecting the animals for these safety studies through funding by Sophia's Cure Foundation. Kaspar notes, "We are truly thankful for the support of the SMA community and the committment from Sophia's Cure Foundation to see this gene delivery program to this stage. My team and I are committed to advancing this highly promising therapeutic to the clinic." Over the course of the 6-month study, there are many processes to advance, including making the clinical grade gene therapy and compliling the complex data package to submit to the FDA. "We're excited and working non-stop with an amazing group of highly committed and talented researchers and clinicians to see this to clinical reality. We're thankful for everyone's committment to helping us. including our researchers and the SMA community at large", Kaspar noted.
So my friends, if you would like to donate please go to SophiasCureFoundation.org and click on the donate tab.  All donations are being matched dollar for dollar by an anonymous donor at this time. That in itself is a HUGE blessing!

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Larkin Bish - SMA IT FORWARD with CASHEL

Larkin Bish - SMA IT FORWARD with CASHEL


We have made it on a great website called SMA IT FORWARD...started by Cashel  a 15 year old boy that has Spinal Muscular Atrophy. He is wanting to get 1 million likes on his SMA IT FORWARD Facebook page by his 16th birthday so that others will be aware of the disease.  Take a look at his website and then go to Facebook and like his page.  We are all doing our part to put SMA in the spotlight and get important research funded for a treatment and/or cure.  Cashel is amazing for thinking of this....THANK YOU CASHEL!

SMA IT FORWARD  Take a look!

to make donations to help fund research for a cure please visit....
Sophia's Cure Foundation

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

SMA ain't got nothin' on us!

(Larkin Feb. 2006 4wks old, just had her feeding tube surgery. Still in NICU)


 Today I read a blog about a newly diagnosed little girl with SMA.  It brought back memories of when we found out our little lady had SMA, Spinal Muscular Atrophy type 1, the #1 genetic killer of children 2yrs and younger).  I felt compelled to write about how we went from hopeless to HOPEFUL over the years. (yes I said "years"...she has beat the odds)
(just home from the NICU...june 2006, 5 months old)

 
When we got the startling news that Larkin had SMA we were in complete shock.  We just thought that her Down Syndrome was the reason for her floppiness.  We were told Larkin would not survive to see her 2nd birthday.  I googled SMA before we had the positive confirmation and I did read that SMA was the #1 genetic killer of children under 2 years of age.  I also went numb when I read that they will loose their muscles to breathe and swallow. They do not have head and neck control, etc and will be dependant on others for their every need. 

Even after all of the HORRIBLE things that I had read, the one thing I knew was I WAS NOT GOING TO LET MY BABY DIE!! I said that to the doctors to the nurses and to anyone else that was listening to me.  I WAS IN FIGHTING MODE...MY HUSBAND RIGHT BY MY SIDE! The first thing we did was have the Tracheostomy so we could get her extubated. The doctors looked shocked when my husband and I decided to trach her. Infact...it wasn't even an option for us to just extubate her and watch her pass away. I could not bear to watch something like that and besides I gave this baby life and I was going to fight tooth and nail to help make her live and to give her the best life possible.  She was two and half months old at the time of this descision and had been intubated for over 2 weeks. She made it through the surgery well and it was such a blessing. 

 We were unstoppable learning how to take care of Larkin and all of her life saving needs. We learned how to take care of her G-tube (feeding tube) we learned how to do trach care and also how to change the trach as it needs to be changed every week and sometimes more than that.  We learned CPR and how to bag her if she was in respritory distress.  All these things we were learning were scary but Larkin was worth all this new knowledge that I thought I'd never in a MILLION, BILLION years ever need to know or want to know.  Because of course I was not ever going to have a disabled kid, I had four healthy ones at home!   Yeah right!
I'm not going to lie...I thought about Larkin dying lots of times....like everyday for two years...it made me sad and I would cry.  I think it was after we hit that two year milestone that I started to relax a little bit.  Now we just take one day at a time.

(Colton, Tatum, Larkin, Skylar & Stratton)


So the point of this post in the first place.  After reading the blog of the newly diagonosed little girl I was kinda taken aback that her family thought kids on vents were not happy.  I was really shocked because I can tell you that that isn't the truth at all!! Larkin is SO happy and brings so much joy to everyone that knows her and I have the pictures to prove it!  LOL She's on a ventilator but so what!  She can breath and doesn't struggle....that makes us all happy!!  So here they are.....sit back and enjoy because I have about 20 pic's to share.


It was hard to just pick 20...I had over 10,000 to choose from...oh my!



We called this the Hershey's Kiss hair do!  Isn't she just edible?


Though Larkin has never been swimming we wanted her to have a bathing suit.  She sure is pretty and looks happy to be showing her sweet BIG  little belly! Strike a pose sista!


In her bean bag hanging out with the mom.  We love spending time playing, singing and just loving on one another.


 Could she smile any bigger?  She doesn't look sleepy....


With Great Aunt Betty....She makes all of Larkin's blankets, sheets and burpees that we LOVE so much.  Aunt Betty lives in Arkansas so visits are few and far between but we love it when she's here.


 I'm wondering what she was laughing at?  She is so funny....I'm sure she thinks mommy is weird and was laughing at me:)


Sitting on brother Skylar's dirt bike!  That was one proud brother and they both loved the photo shoot so much.

Notice she is in her dirt bike gear....also in the picture below.  Sky buys all of her riding attire:)


She has to wear a bow of course. 

 

I'm a little bumblebee...buzz buzz
My second Halloween



Mommy and Larkin photo shoot.  We LOVE photo shoots!!
(she still is trached but it's under her outfit...we are sly)


Christmas card photo


My Grammy and Buddy on my 5th birthday.  I share a birthday with my Bud and we think that's  really cool!


This is what I love to do most....hold my wonderful daughter.  She is so amazing...we are looking out her bedroom window.


Okay....This is our signature pose!  I love her little pug nose.


This is the picture that we submitted to a cutest Valentine contest and guess what?  WE WON...boo ya!  Or should I say Larkin won....but those are my lips on the side of her face so technically I won too:)  hahaha

 Larkin loves to be outside looking at HER tree.

AND FINALLY.....HERE IS THE BIGGEST REASON THAT LARKIN AND OUR FAMILY IS SO HAPPY....scroll down and take a look.

 
<3  LOVE <3

Skylar just scooped her up.


Tatum giving Lark a kiss before she heads out to Prom


Stratton and his wittle sissy! XOXO


LOVE this one.....she squints her eyes...Is she afraid of Colton?  haha
NO....She loves her some Colton.

What would we have been like without Larkin?  What would we be doing today?  Would I still be working?  Would I still be sad? Would I be depressed? What?  Well, thankfully I don't have to wonder about those things because Greg and I fought for Larkin as we would fight for any of our other kids. We are enjoying the precious time we get to love Larkin.  Only God knows how long each and every one of us will be on this earth and I'm just happy that he is allowing us to still have her. 

I count my blessings each and every day for my husband and for each one of my children.

WE ARE HAPPY!!